finally this blog has been published. i started writing this since last week and left in draft for a couple of days and yes~~ it's finally done just this day.
<MY LAST WEEK's CONDITION>
according to what i have read, quarter-life crisis happens to everyone of us during our mid 20's to early 30's, some may find it hard and some may take it easy. to cut the long story short, i'm sort of having a quarter-life crisis right now, i thought this will come on my 25th birthday itself but it came late when i was totally off-guarded. i have read a lot about this but only few left in my brain. they said, you'll know when you're having this kind of crisis when... you don't know where your career or life is heading to, when you don't enjoy anymore the things you used to enjoy, when you start worrying about almost everything, when you usually find yourself alone contemplating and when you start asking yourself who you are, what do you want in life and how to get it... what's the meaning of life and its purpose. errrr they all hit me at the same time. big time!
<MY LAST WEEK's CONDITION>
according to what i have read, quarter-life crisis happens to everyone of us during our mid 20's to early 30's, some may find it hard and some may take it easy. to cut the long story short, i'm sort of having a quarter-life crisis right now, i thought this will come on my 25th birthday itself but it came late when i was totally off-guarded. i have read a lot about this but only few left in my brain. they said, you'll know when you're having this kind of crisis when... you don't know where your career or life is heading to, when you don't enjoy anymore the things you used to enjoy, when you start worrying about almost everything, when you usually find yourself alone contemplating and when you start asking yourself who you are, what do you want in life and how to get it... what's the meaning of life and its purpose. errrr they all hit me at the same time. big time!
i'm not really used to of confiding right away my feelings to anyone without balancing it first (most specially to my parents) because i don't want anyone to worry about me. but when i felt really lost about my life recently, i'm so grateful that i still have my father as my support system. at first i was so hesitant to sent him an sms (he still lives in the province and we're quite far from each other now) because i was afraid that he won't be able to understand my situation but i'm glad that he did. even if he didn't resolve my problems but to find myself in his comforts when i felt really tired of my life was already enough to be thankful. whether i succeed or will be a great failure in my life-chosen journey i know now that i can always run to him anytime of the day regardless of my age because i am still and forever will be his daughter.
i'm also thankful to some of my friends who lend me their ears when i felt like ranting, thanks for your patience.
i may not usually read comments in this blogsite but according to the stat there are few readers from around the world who are constantly checking my posts. i don't know why you keep on coming back here but for me this is just a space where i can unload all my thoughts (as much as possible) without interrupting anyone's time and a place where i can practice my writing skills. my special thanks also to someone who called me (from the other part of this world) a month or two just to tell me to keep on writing. like you i am also checking some other blogsites regularly (i'm also a silent reader there tsk! ).. and i always feel excited when i can read new updates from them because i find them interesting. why i include you all here, it is because you are motivating me to discover new things to write and those new things never fail to give me the breath of fresh air. so thank you very much!
<MY PRESENT STATE OF MIND>
quarter-life crisis is not that bad after all. it helped me to realize or gave me a hint of what i want to do in life. i'm not there yet but just one step at a time, i believe that i can be there too!. :)
to everyone who's also at the same situation. i know how you feel. this is something you can't avoid in life no matter what you do, it will just hit you and phew! all of a sudden you'll just feel lost and you'll start finding yourself again. there are times that you can't solve all your problems, just keep on going with your life and those problems will just pass on their own phase without pushing too much. find your own support system. we all have different views in facing this reality but no matter what will happen always look on the bright side and remember that there's always a light at the end of the tunnel.
everyday life is always giving us two options, either to quit or to move-on. life can be sweet but sometimes it's also hard to handle. we all have different personal battles or journey but if you're surviving each day -congratulate yourself because you're a fighter. but if you're already tired of fighting so hard just don't forget to call His name and let him finish your battle. :)
this too shall pass, i can do this and so do you! ;)
i'm also thankful to some of my friends who lend me their ears when i felt like ranting, thanks for your patience.
i may not usually read comments in this blogsite but according to the stat there are few readers from around the world who are constantly checking my posts. i don't know why you keep on coming back here but for me this is just a space where i can unload all my thoughts (as much as possible) without interrupting anyone's time and a place where i can practice my writing skills. my special thanks also to someone who called me (from the other part of this world) a month or two just to tell me to keep on writing. like you i am also checking some other blogsites regularly (i'm also a silent reader there tsk! ).. and i always feel excited when i can read new updates from them because i find them interesting. why i include you all here, it is because you are motivating me to discover new things to write and those new things never fail to give me the breath of fresh air. so thank you very much!
<MY PRESENT STATE OF MIND>
quarter-life crisis is not that bad after all. it helped me to realize or gave me a hint of what i want to do in life. i'm not there yet but just one step at a time, i believe that i can be there too!. :)
to everyone who's also at the same situation. i know how you feel. this is something you can't avoid in life no matter what you do, it will just hit you and phew! all of a sudden you'll just feel lost and you'll start finding yourself again. there are times that you can't solve all your problems, just keep on going with your life and those problems will just pass on their own phase without pushing too much. find your own support system. we all have different views in facing this reality but no matter what will happen always look on the bright side and remember that there's always a light at the end of the tunnel.
everyday life is always giving us two options, either to quit or to move-on. life can be sweet but sometimes it's also hard to handle. we all have different personal battles or journey but if you're surviving each day -congratulate yourself because you're a fighter. but if you're already tired of fighting so hard just don't forget to call His name and let him finish your battle. :)
this too shall pass, i can do this and so do you! ;)
Exodus 14:14 The Lord will fight for you; you need only to be still.
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